Revealing Eschatology.

I'm really just a simple human being like every one else with unique finger prints we each have coming into this world.Each our own unique individual finger prints of suffering and 

and learning Gods loving & merciful will. I have known as a babe what it was like to die and where I went and returned. Awesome ! I was just a child then. But I would learn too like every one can do. Oh its hard when one has suffered this world (sinful nature.) Yet I have renewed  It can be a climb indeed to renew each step we need renewed!  I thought it would be one two three I'm renewed and heaven would be all around me. Oh I was a good soldier indeed. But I never realized some of those hurts needed to be renewed. Why do they keep sneaking up on me again and again. To humble such before God let alone to know how crying Abba Father forgive me true. To be forgiving is one matter and it is another matter to ask forgiveness. What is this ? I didn't make my mother beat me till it killed me! I forgave her true. Yet God would show me: Mike it created anger & confusion in you. I didn't take care of me ! Wow their were a few! So I learned: I can do:)

Ret, U.S.A.  A Soldier of Gods Loving Will:)